Saturday, December 25, 2010

Here I sit on Christmas Morning

Here I sit on Christmas Morning. Here I sit thinking. I know that I have so many wonderful things in my life. I know that I have the best man anyone could ask for. We have been through so much and have never lost one bit of love for one another. How many people could say that there was never a single reason a couple could have to doubt that they will spend their entire life together. How could I have been given such a great person. What did I do to deserve him. I think that maybe he was sent to me from heaven!

I also think about the 2 wonderful sons that have been given to me. We have a great relationship. I love the fact that we can talk, share feelings, joke, and want to be together as much as possible. I know that they are now grow up and as hard as that is, it is the fact that I have no regrets that have made this growing up thing much easier to handle. I always dreamed of being a mom, I wanted to be there for everything, I was successful and it made my heart complete. Because I was able to live my dream I can never look back and say that I should have done something differently. I will always have the best of memories of the boys growing up.

I now look forward to the next phase in our lives. I am thrilled that Chris is engaged to a wonderful lady, Lindsey. I truly love her as a daughter and want her to be a full part in our lives. I am so glad that we can say that the two of them are wonderful together.

I also look forward to Alex moving in to the next phase of his life as he has just over a year till he graduates college. Where his life will take him no one knows as of yet. I know that we have prepared him well to be independent and successful. Maybe too independent at times but I do believe that will work in his favor with the potential career he may chose.

I am so proud of my 3 guys and can once again say I have no regrets. I can honestly say that as I sit here on Christmas morning I am glad of the gifts of love, happiness and the fact that we can all get along and love being together as much as possible, especially now that the time together is so limited.

So as I sit here on Christmas morning I am grateful for the wonderful husband, sons and the newest addition, Lindsey to our lives.

They are truly all sent from heaven to me!

All my love to Dan, Chris and Lindsey and Alex